Betray

This is the song..the lyrics that best describe my feeling..

雨

不停落下来

花

怎么都不开

尽管我细心灌溉

你说不爱就不爱

我一个人 欣赏悲哀

爱 只剩下无奈 我

一直不愿再去猜

钢琴上黑键之间

永远都夹着空白

缺了一块 就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye 

你比我清楚还要我说明白

爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢

我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 当作最后一次对你的溺爱

冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管 只要你能愉快

有一句感慨 还能够跟谁对白

在你关上门之前 替我再回头看看

那些片段 还在不在 

Right decision to make

I don't know why I had this sudden decision to make, I just felt tired, really. It's been dragging for some time and I no longer able to take it even though you can take your own sweet time to drag this matter all the way; there's should be a dateline or at least a time line yet I understood your biggest weakness -DM.

I know this is what you wished for, it's just you not telling it though you had this in mind sometimes back. I was just thinking if it's so difficult for you, might as well I make this decision for you. Better for you, better for me; I don't want us to be in such complicated relationship. Your heart isn't there, I can tell, you're not willing to commit, I can tell. Let's just not waste our precious time, we have much things to do.

Do not expect things to be perfect in life, because it'll never be. We have to overcome the imperfection, not to give up. Good luck to you, my friend.

I am single again.